I wonder where I belong. Not in the greater sense, just in internet land. I don’t really belong on the bb where I have been posting for a year anymore. Most of the girls I started with have already had their babies, a few more are due in the next few months. The new girls are already getting pregnant, and if one more says “it will happen when it’s supposed to happen” I may never turn on my computer again.

But I don’t know if I belong here either. There is still so much hope for me. I haven’t walked an inch in most of these women’s shoes. So I think I belong in some trying to get pregnant purgatory at the moment. I’m not in hell yet…we’re waiting to find out. We’re still hopeful that there will be a quick fix.

I got the new patient packet from the RE yesterday. It’s quite intimidating, and it makes me wonder if we shouldn’t wait just a few more months. But school is over for me now, so it makes sense for me to go now.


~ by Larisa on May 28, 2005.

One Response to “Categories”

  1. I wouldn’t wait if I were you. My original RE appointment was in January of 2004. I cancelled it becaused I was stressed out and needed a break. I look back now and really regret that decision. You have made the call and gotten the packet, follow through and make, read KEEP, the appointment! I promise you will be glad you did.

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