restlessness

I am in a cranky, bitchy, restless mood. I can’t pinpoint the precise reason. Everything is just irritating the heck out of me today.

On one of the boards I post to today, a girl who had a miscarriage 4 months ago posted that her sister just told her she is pregnant (right after she told her sister about her miscarriage). One of the other girls posted, “I’m sure it was as hard for her to tell you as it was for you to hear it” – NOT.

Another girl just got pregnant after 3 months of trying. I am a horrible green envious monster!

My friend who is 6 months pregnant really wants me to come visit in August. I have the tickets reserved, but can’t seem to push the “BUY” button. I love her to pieces, but I know the visit is going to be hell. I will go anyway.

I feel like stomping around the house. I feel like crying. I suspect my period is on it’s way – probably why I feel so crappy.

Grump. Gruuuummmp.

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~ by Larisa on June 29, 2005.

One Response to “restlessness”

  1. Oh god, don’t you hate times like this??
    Hang in there, you’ll get through the other side.

    And bitch all you want.
    It helps.

    -D.

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