it's over

hCG = 40

Go back next week to make sure it drops all the way.

Off to bury my head in the sand.

And run, and drink caffeine, alcohol, and artificial sweeteners.

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~ by Larisa on April 20, 2006.

29 Responses to “it's over”

  1. Oh, Mrs. Hope. My heart just dropped when I read this post. I am so very sorry. Please know that you’re in my thoughts.

  2. Mrs. Hope I am so sorry. I know that you knew it wasn’t looking great, but there’s always hope until the very last moment, isn’t there. I’m thinking of you.

  3. Oh, Mrs. Hope. I’m so sorry. Thinking of you.

  4. No.
    I wanted this miracle for you.
    So much.

    Mrs. Hope, this sucks; I’m so sorry.
    -D.

  5. 😦 Mrs. Hope I am so very sorry! I was really pushing this for you. Run, Drink, Cry, Sleep as much as you need to. 😦 Im thinking of you if you need anything.

  6. Mrs. Hope:

    I’m a big fan of cheesecake, big drinks with umbrellas, and lots and lots of tears, as needed.

    I am so sorry for this loss for you and for your grief.

    Christy

  7. Oh Larissa,

    I am so so sorry. Take care of yourself in this difficult time.
    Emily

  8. I am so sorry! DRINK your sorrows away. It works for me.

    HUGS to you! I will pray for you tonight.

  9. Oh Mrs. Hope. I just can’t believe it. Why can’t we have miracles every now and then. I hope that running, drinking, caffeine, artificial sweetners, drinking (did I say drinking already)makes you feel a little better.

    I am thinking of you!

  10. I’m so so sorry honey. *hugs*

  11. I just want to make all of this pain and waiting go away forever for you. It makes me angry that you have to go through soooooo much. Why is your womb still waiting?! The answers will come eventually, I guess. In the meantime, wrap yourself up in running and whatever you need and wait for the most painful days to pass.

  12. Oh Shit Sweetie – I’m so sorry.

  13. Oh no, Mrs. Hope. I’m so sorry.

  14. Oh Mrs. Hope, I’m so so sorry 😦 {{HUGS}}

  15. I’m so, so sorry Mrs. Hope. I have a lump in my throat reading your post. One of many folks who are thinking of you.

  16. Damn…I am so sorry…so very sorry. Shit.

  17. I’m sorry it didn’t work out. Take care.

  18. Oh Mrs. Hope, sweetie. I’m so, so sorry. DAMN IT ALL. It’s so unfair – especially because of all you had to go through. Thinking of you and wishing you better days ahead. Be good to yourself.

  19. I’m so sorry for all that you are going through. Thinking of you.

  20. Mrs. Hope I am so sorry for your loss. I feel your pain. I know it may not make you feel better, but you are not alone. I had the joy of finding out I was pregnant on April 15, started spotting on the 16th, and found out my beta hcg was dropping on the 17th. I’m praying for brighter days for both of us.

  21. Mrs. Hope, i’m so very sorry. i wish i had the words of comfort or better yet some answers…you’re in my thoughts…

  22. Larissa,

    I have been following your blog for awhile now, and I was so hoping that today would bring good news for you. I am so incredibly sorry for the hell you have been through. You’ve been in my thoughts all day.

    Timea

  23. I rarely cry when I read bad news in the blogosphere, but today I weep for all our broken dreams, and especially for your heartbreak.

    I am so sorry.

  24. Mrs. Hope,

    I’ve been silently following you hoping for a miracle. I am so sorry, this is just so unfair.

    Please know that you guys are in my thoughts and prayers.

  25. Mrs. Hope, Please know I am sending your internet hugs….

  26. I am so very sorry.

  27. I’m so sorry.

  28. I’m so sorry about your news, and am right there with you. All I can do is send you warm thoughts.

  29. I’m so sorry about your news, and am right there with you. All I can do is send you warm thoughts.

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