inching down

This f-ing hCG is killing me.

Today’s result = 16

Last week = 24, 4 days before that = 40, 6 days before that = 156.

At this rate, I’ve got two more blood draws. Two more wasted f-ing weeks.

I hate this shit.

~ by Larisa on May 1, 2006.

9 Responses to “inching down”

  1. Oh don’t I know this pain. Honestly, I got to the point that I wasn’t even going on the days they told me to. I would conveniently forget for a few days in hopes that it would give it a chance to go down even further.

  2. Ugh, I know that pain too. Mine took twelve weeks to go down. It sucks. *hugs*

  3. Your last post was so powerful I was sorry to have missed it.

    You’re in my heart. I know the disappointment I feel in myself for not wanting to continue even with the FET, let alone a fresh cycle. I sympathize with the pain of having lost your brother. I cannot imagine having to feel both.

    I skipped my last hcg draws, and then showed up two weeks late only because my doctor insisted. I just couldn’t bear to be in that place.

    I wish I could hug you.

  4. Crap. I’m so sorry. I freaking hate slow falling betas. You don’t need that additional torture.

  5. Damn it all that nothing about this can be easy. I wouldn’t blame you at all for just waiting 3 weeks to go in for another blood draw. How you must just yearn for this chapter to end. Have you started running again in the meantime? I just know how much that means to you, that I hope you have been able to find some solace in that activity.

  6. (*punching my pillow and pretending it’s the universe for you*)

    Sucks, sucks, sucks. Go down, dammit.

    I’m sorry, Mrs. Hope, I hope it goes faster and you’re released from blood draws soon.

  7. Ugh I’m so sorry. This is just horrible.

  8. ((((HUGS)))) I hope the torture is over soon and that running is helping.

    You are always in my thoughts and prayers!


  9. I’ve also had to deal with the beta that just wouldn’t go down…I know how hard it is. Thinking of you. {{HUGS}}

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