and the verdict is…

probably ectopic. We’ll probably never know for sure, but the hCG inched up one more point. Dr says we know it’s not in the right place.

I have to go to the pharmacy to pick up the methotrexate and then to the clinic to have it administered.

This all feels like some sort of cruel joke. I’m feeling pretty numb right now.

And it probably wreaks havoc with my ability to cycle this summer – before the lab moves.


~ by Larisa on May 10, 2006.

12 Responses to “and the verdict is…”

  1. G-d Mrs. Hope, this is just so cruel. You are being remarkably strong and courageous in the midst of a tortuous scenario. I wish there was something to be done to erase all your pain.

  2. I’m so sorry honey.

  3. I’m in knots for you… and amazed at your fortitude. I wish I could be there with you.

  4. Oh Mrs. Hope – this sucks – plain and simple. I wish there was something I could do.

  5. I’m so sorry this is happening to you. I’m praying that you get through this quickly.

  6. This is so awful. I am so very sorry.

  7. ((((HUGS))))

  8. Just stumbled onto your blog and I felt compelled to comment. I have been where you are right now. Exactly where you are right now. I know how you are feeling and my heart is just breaking for you. I am so sorry. Please know that there is someone else out here in cyberland who understands. I hope you don’t mind if I check in now and then to see how you’re doing. You are in my prayers.

  9. Mrs. Hope i’m so sorry. I hope that this resolves quickly now.

  10. Mrs. Hope, I am sorry for what you are going through. I am going through this too, so I understand a lot of your emotions. I’ve already had two injections of methotrexate for a probable ectopic, and today I found out my hcg is rising again 10 days after the second dose of methotrexate. It is so frustrating. I am waiting to talk to my doctor tomorrow as today was his day off. It is so hard to put a pregnancy loss like this behind you and move on when the pregnancy just doesn’t resolve like it should. It is heartbreaking. I will keep you in my prayers.

  11. This must be so tough on you both. Hang in there.

  12. Mrs. Hope – I’m so sorry!

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