the right direction

Two and a half weeks after the startling jump in the wrong direction, my hCG has found a map and has begun heading down. I have been bleeding like I have never bled before, but I’ll take it if it means this nightmare will be over soon.

I’m exhausted. I mean bone tired. Like I wake up in the morning feeling like I got hit by a truck.

I have at least one more blood draw a week from today, probably more like 2-3 more.


~ by Larisa on May 24, 2006.

15 Responses to “the right direction”

  1. Sorry about the pain. I know exactly what you are going thru. I went it thru it myself. Be strong and keep faith.

  2. I am so sorry you’re going through this hell, but I’m glad your beta has started dropping. I really hope beta hell ends soon.

  3. Wow. I have my first IVF consultation next Wednesday. It’s so good to know that someone has been there before. I’m so sorry for how crappy you feel, but I’m rooting for you. Stop by my blog someday, I’d like to share in your journey.


  4. Hey sweetie. I’m glad things are heading in the right direction now. I’m so sorry for all your pain. Take care of yourself.

  5. Hugs Mrs. Hope! I hope this crap ends soon for you.

  6. I’m glad the end is in sight of this awful nightmare. Hang in there.

  7. That tiredness is so overwhelming. How much longer before you’re finished with school?

  8. I hope that this means this nightmare will be behind you soon.

    Take care.

  9. I’m sorry for all that you are going through. Having been through the ectopic hell and the beta that wouldn’t drop I know how you feel. I hope things will get better soon.

  10. It sounds awful. I hope the next blood draw can be the last.

  11. I’ve been where you are. It sucks. I’m so sorry you have to go through this. The ongoing blood draws are torture. Here’s hoping and praying that the next one will be the last.

  12. Hope you are doing okay. Thinking of you.

  13. Mrs. Hope, It’s been awhile. Have you had any more news? I’m Thinking of You. Hugs.

  14. I’m sorry. I haven’t experienced whay you are going through but I can imagine it sucks like hell.

  15. I read your archives today and all I have to say is “enough.” You’ve been through enough already. It’s time for things to start turning around.

    I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through all of this. And from the bottom of my heart, I hope it ends with a baby soon.

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