negative

26 birth control pills
21 lupron injections
9 stim shots
6 ultrasounds
5 estradiol levels
1 trigger shot
1 retrieval
26 eggs
1 transfer
24 progesterone injections
15 hcg levels
2 more ultrasounds
2 sets of methotrexate injections
4 months, 1 day
countless tears

It’s finally, finally, finally negative. I could have peed on a stick 4 months ago for the same result and never appreciated that negative the way I do today.

Dr thinks I can somehow do another cycle before the lab closes and moves at the end of July. We’ll see what the IVF nurse says in the next couple of days.

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~ by Larisa on June 8, 2006.

14 Responses to “negative”

  1. Thank God! It seems weird to say “congratulations” for a negative, but I know in this situation that’s the outcome you wanted. Maybe we’ll both be cycling at the same time in July…

  2. I am glad this is finally over for you. I am also glad you get to cycle again before the clinic shuts down. Now let’s hope your body plays nice and does what it’s supposed to do.

  3. I’m glad it’s not dragging on any longer Mrs. Hope. *hugs*

  4. ***Hugs*** I am happy its over but Im sorry it’s over. I hope you can get another cycle in before the lab transfers. Hugs sweetie

  5. Oh Larissa, I’m so sorry it went down like this. But I’m amazed and proud of you for carrying on – and being able to talk about the future plans already.

  6. I’m glad that it’s fially over for you and you can move forward with your plans however you and J see fit. I hope the future is MUCH brighter for you than the past couple of months have been. HUGS!!! We miss you!

  7. It’s over, finally, though you’ll never forget it I’m sure. It feels good to be able to move forward again, I hope.

  8. I know this will bring you the closure you need. I’m sorry this has been such a long and draining experience. {{HUGS}}

  9. Phew. What a relief.

  10. I admire your strength and courage through this last tough cycle.

  11. I don’t know if you’re in the mood for something distracting like a silly game yet. If you are, go read this post over at my place.

  12. I’m glad it’s finally over. I hope your experience is vastly improved for the next go around.

  13. Wow-finally an end to that chapter. Hopefully the next chapter will be shorter & have a happier result.

  14. I am happy that this nightmare is finally over. Take care.

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