onward march

My left ovary is killing me. I’m trying very hard to forgive it, and I keep telling myself that it’s just working overtime.

My appointment went fine – he measured 10 follicles today – ranging in size from 11mm to 16mm. My lining was beautiful. My E2 took off again, so now we are cutting way back on the Gonal-f. I go back Sunday – I’ll see a doctor I haven’t seen before. My doctor expects to see me again Monday, trigger Monday night, with retrieval Wednesday.

I was feeling really good until today. Today I feel overwhelmed. All these eggs are in one basket – and this basket is in the hands of my doctor. I trust him, I believe him, I know he has great successes. I just can’t shake the “for everyone but me” feeling today.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

~ by Larisa on July 7, 2006.

6 Responses to “onward march”

  1. Hugs sweetie. Fingers still crossed.

  2. Well, things are moving along quickly.
    Good luck.

  3. Things are moving along nicely. That is a scary feeling to have. Have some ice cream (or your treat of choice) and tomorrow will be a better day.

  4. Everything is looking great! I know what you mean about the “everyone but me” feeling.

    My retrieval is going to be either Tues. or Weds. I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you while I’m enjoying the sweet, sweet sedation of egg retrieval!

  5. Here I am… holding your virtual hand. I have nothing but strong postive thoughts for you.

  6. I’m sorry you aren’t feeling well. I hope things continue to go well for you this cycle.

    Good luck!

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