the official news…

Negative.

We’ll do the frozens. I don’t know anything else right now.

How do I make a different life? A different plan? How can I make myself want something different from the life I close my eyes and picture?

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~ by Larisa on July 26, 2006.

20 Responses to “the official news…”

  1. HUGS!

  2. I’m so sorry you got a negative.

    I too wonder how I could shift my focus onto something else. Can I learn to be content with living childfree, and stop feeling childless?

    Hang in there.

  3. I wish I knew the answer. Intellectually, I know it will likely all work out in some way, and that once that new version comes into existence perhaps I won’t be able to imagine it having been otherwise. But it is such a big thing to give up, and not something that the vast, vast majority of normal people and dumb-ass celebrities ever have to face. It isn’t fair.

    Good luck as you move forward with the FET. Today, my RE assured me that he had seen FETs work for “tons and tons” of people after their fresh cycles failed. Of course, that all sounds a lot like “blah blah blah.”

    Hang in there.

  4. Don’t think yet about a different life. Put that off for as long as possible.

    I’m so sorry. The negatives are always agony.

  5. Ouch – I hate how much this hurts.

  6. *hugs*

  7. I’m sorry you’re hurting.

    thinking of you…

  8. hugs…i’m so sorry this is so difficult…HUGS!

  9. Larissa I am really sorry you got a negative. I was really hoping and praying this would be your month. I hope and pray this FET works for you and J. If you need to talk you know my address…Hugs.

  10. I’m so sorry for the negative.

  11. ((((HUGS)))) I don’t have anything inspirational to say but I wanted to let you know that you and J are constantly in my thoughts and prayers!

  12. The official news is always the nail in the coffin. Take care of yourself and be gentle.

  13. I am so sorry. {{HUGS}}

  14. oh I’m so sorry 😦 {{HUGS}}

  15. Mrs. Hope,
    Every day molds a different life. You don’t have to think about creating something alien to what you want… perhaps just an alternate route. And a damn long one.
    And for that, I’m so sorry. You deserve to be there already.
    Much love and hugs,
    -D.

  16. My heart is aching for you, and I’m sorry you’re having to endure all of this. I don’t know what to say about how to make a different life or a different plan. I wish I had the answers for you. Instead, all I can offer is lots of cyberhugs…

  17. I am so sorry. What you wrote was so profound–how can you force yoruself to want something different. I don’t think you can. Good luck with the frozen embies!

  18. I’m so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

  19. I sent you an email to the hotmail address linked on your profile.

  20. I am so sorry. The wind getting knocked out of you comes to mind..it hurts so much when it is negative. So very, very sorry. I am thinking ofyou.

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