the blast

There’s this:

And then there’s this:

Oh, how I want to see that little blastocyst grow. I want it as much as I wanted everyone of the 11 previous embryos we’ve transferred. I want to get to that first ultrasound and see a heartbeat, I want to see the “gummy bear” ultrasound, I want to know the gender, I want to feel him or her move, I want my belly to grow, I want to meet him or her. I want BabyHope to meet him or her. And vice versa. In short, please stay, tiny, slow to recover blastocyst. We’re already in love with you.

I don’t have much time to fret about this. I don’t have any pee sticks in the house, and I can’t follow my clinic’s “house arrest” guidelines this go-round. I just have to hope my uterus is cushy, my blastocyst recovers from the difficulty of being frozen and thawed, and that we get lucky. So, so lucky again.



~ by Larisa on February 18, 2009.

No Responses Yet to “the blast”

  1. Thinking of you 🙂

  2. I desperately want these things for you too. Hang in there.

  3. Hoping BabyHope is a big sis in a few weeks!

  4. Here’s to hoping the blast is just a little chilly and just needs the warm cushy lining to prosper! Thinking about ya. 🙂

  5. I hope you dreams come true–times two!

  6. Snuggle little embie!

    Here from LFCA to wish you an early Happy Birthday!

    Hope that you get an awesome BFP birthday surprise.

  7. It’s a gorgeous blast…keep growing little guy/girl!!!

  8. Hoping with you …

  9. Thinking of you…grow, baby, grow!

  10. Here from LFCA to say Happy Birthday and best wishes during the wait and beyond!

  11. Hoping, hoping, hoping. Please stay little baby!

  12. fingers crossed for you.

  13. Reading this made me anxious and emotional for you… I can only imagine how YOU are feeling.

    I’m hoping and hoping.

  14. Good luck from me too 🙂 xxx

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