not good

150.

Doctor hasn’t seen the results, so I don’t have official instructions as yet. It’s not good. My doctor tends to be a perpetual optimist, so somehow I’m guessing the instructions will include continuing my meds and re-checking in 24-48 hours. I don’t really want to – I’d rather stop supporting this if it’s going to fail. Then I just hope it goes down. And not willy-nilly. I’ve been there.

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~ by Larisa on March 2, 2009.

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  1. augh, What a cruddy day all around 😦
    I am so sorry

  2. You are having the suckiest day…I am SO sorry.

  3. Oh Mrs. Hope I am so sorry that you have had all of this happen today. All of this stuff separately sucks, but all in the same day is just awful 😦

  4. My heart goes out to you. This day just needs to be over. And I hope you are not having to go down the same road you have gone before.

  5. Oh Mrs. Hope. I am just so so sorry for you. This is not fair. Sending you HUGE HUGE hugs.

  6. I’ve been reading your blog for several months now. I found it while in the midst of a slow-starter pregnancy.

    I want to share with you the betas of my first-born miracle (as I call her). I do not want to give you false hope, I just want to share. These are all 48 hours apart):

    183
    278
    363

    L-o-n-g, story short — I was actually pregnant with twins. We experienced a twin demise at 10 or so weeks.

    Baby “A” is my miracle. She is now 8 — and while she is stubborn and strong-willed, she is PERFECT!!!!!

    As I learned, sometimes things (even betas) are not text-book.

    Praying for you!

  7. I’m sorry. I really hope there is still some good news to be had – but I understand how you don’t feel hope right now. I’d be the same way.

    Thinking of you.

  8. I am so incredibly sorry and really hope this path turns quickly. If it doesn’t, we are all here to help you through.

  9. I’m sorry. That sucks. Feeling nauseated just thinking about all of that roller-coaster stress. Good thoughts coming your way.

    Really sorry about your dog, too. I’m sure she would thank you for the eternal rest/pain, if she could.

  10. Oh, Mrs. Hope. I’m so very sorry. I’m sorry about your sweet puppy, too. You’ll be in my thoughts.

  11. I’m so sorry.

  12. What a day you had. I am so sorry. I really hope that perpetual optimism turns out right. Thinking of you.

  13. Thinking of you.

  14. I was sad that we didn’t make it to transfer with our FET, but the silver lining was definitely that it was a swift blow.

    I’m sorry it seems you’re facing the protracted version of a failed FET. 😦

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