at least…

…I didn’t waste any money, just hope.

My period was a day or two late.  I told myself, if I get to Monday morning, I’ll test.  Maybe the miracle I’ve wished for will come true!

I closed my eyes and imagined, for a minute or so, being pregnant again.

My period started yesterday afternoon.

No tears.  Just more wasted hope.  It’s never really gonna end, huh?

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~ by Larisa on June 13, 2011.

6 Responses to “at least…”

  1. Hope can suck it today, huh? Big hugs…

  2. I’ve been wondering whether it will ever really end. I fear the worst.

    Hang in there.

  3. What Lut C. said.

    Hugs.

  4. Hugs.

  5. I’m wondering too if it ever ends. I think the most I can hope for is that it doesn’t suck as much.

  6. Ugh. That was me a short while ago. I don’t think it will end for us until menopause has taken over. Otherwise in the back of my mind (and often the front) is the hopey-hope that miracles do happen.

    So sorry this month wasn’t your miracle month 😦

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